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Junkyard Fort

by Junkyard Fort

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What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? Chorus What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? You gotta let it out! What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? What Do You Do With The Mad That You Feel? You gotta let it out! Verse 1 Sometimes you need to shout Sometimes you need to talk Sometimes you need to draw a picture, write a poem Or just go for a walk Chorus Verse 2 Maybe write those feelings down With a paper and pen Maybe cry a lot or maybe punch a pillow Or just play pretend Chorus Verse 3 It’s ok to be mad at family or friends It’s ok to feel bad We can make it right in the end Bridge When I’m mad, I won’t call you names When I’m mad, I’m not gonna fight I can tell you I’m angry and I’m hurt And then we can make it right Chorus
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Awkward 03:08
I don’t mind if you’re a little awkward We’re all a little awkward sometimes Social interactions seem taken for granted But they can feel impossible with an anxious mind If you’re frozen or if you can’t stop talking Or you wish that you could disappear That’s OK. It’s really common. Know that you’re still welcome here We’re all a little awkward We’re all a little wondering What the hell is going on With me, with you Thank God it’s true No matter where you’re at Know that you belong You could say something completely off topic Or something that would cause everyone to pause You can look like a fool or a bonafide bozo Whatever it might be, it’s ok because We’re all a little awkward We’re all a little wondering What the hell is going on With me, with you Thank God it’s true No matter where you’re at Know that you belong And if you feel like you don’t have this space Maybe you can make this space for others A continual attitude of forgiveness Gives us enough Grace to embrace one another The wholeness, the brokenness, and the awkwardness too There is room for all of it because there’s always room for you We’re all a little awkward We’re all a little wondering What the hell is going on With me, with you Thank God it’s true No matter where you’re at Know that you belong
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Baseball Bat 04:54
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Stuck Here 03:33
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She is drowning in the seabreeze She is choking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind erupts her hair In the time between each moment's call you can almost hear a whisper fall then rise again, electric swell static energy from hell The moments that mean most to me escape the humdrum energy folding space-time on itself a mandelbrot within a shell I am drowning in the seabreeze I am chocking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind erupts my hair Back is breaking, fears are real And every other thing she feels weights upon her like a stone even when she's not alone I feel it, something in my blood, churns and burns and spins me up The way I'm going I might die if I can't find a way to cry I am drowning in the seabreeze I am chocking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind erupts my hair Yes, she is drowning in the seabreeze She is choking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind erupts her hair Screaming wind Crying waves She only wants to feel ok Bloody roar Cracking pain Why the fuck do I feel so insane? I am drowning in the seabreeze I am chocking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind erupts my hair And, she is drowning in the seabreeze She is choking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind erupts her hair We are drowning in the seabreeze We are chocking on thin air Waiting for a clean salvation as the wind as the wind as the wind erupts our hair
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Cry 04:10
If I even think about you for a moment It’s amazing how the pain becomes so present If a dream or memory flashes in my mind or if while scrolling through some pictures I happen to find one with you, who knows what I’m gonna do? Probably nothing It’ll look like I barely paid attention. It’ll look like I went on with my day. If someone asks if I’m ok, your name’s not even mentioned But later, when I’m driving solo south on Callaghan I’ll choke, and I’ll tear up, and I’ll cry my eyes out like a grown-ass man Yeah, I’m in touch with my feelings and I like a good weird cry Lemme tell you I feel better and I know exactly why: Closure is a myth. Grief stays in some form. It lessens and it changes; I reserve my right to mourn. And I’ll have a good cry For no goddamn apparent reason. Who cares if I can name the cause? I don’t have to know what it was. It just might be the season. So have a good cry For no goddamn apparent reason Who cares if you can name the cause? You’re not breaking any federal laws. It just might be the season. You don’t need permission to feel how you feel You don’t have to justify your sadness If you find yourself wishing you felt alive and real Hold on through the madness Hold on through the madness And have a good cry For no goddamn apparent reason Who cares if you can name the source? Pain has to run its course It just might be the season Yeah have a good cry For no goddamn apparent reason Who cares if even know the root? There’s simply no substitute It just might be the season At a Baskin Robbins or in your car, at the movies, no matter where you are Playing piano or playing Kingdom Hearts, at your 9 to 5, if you fall apart It’s okay if it seems to happen for no reason, later you might find out why For now, let yourself have a mystery cry. It just might. It just might be the season. So have a good cry For no goddamn apparent reason Who cares if you can name the cause? You’re not breaking any federal laws It just might be the season. Yeah-- have a good cry For no goddamn apparent reason Who cares if you can name the cause? You’re not breaking any federal laws It just might be the season.
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Monday I lost a friend Tuesday I lost my job Wednesday I was in the wrong And now I feel so lost BUT Chorus I am kind, intelligent, musical, and creative I have a voice, I’m funny and I am innovative Quirky, weird, I’m beautiful, I am an individual Budadumbubudadum bum budumbaaaaaaaaa We all deserve to be kind to ourselves (x4) Thursday I cried a lot and that’s okay Friday I found a God Saturday I gave up my power And now Sunday is almost gone Doesn’t matter what you look like or the mistakes you’ve made You can be who you want to be and celebrate CHORUS
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I don’t think anything differently about you now Except now I know how brave you are X2 This world is broken, aching and fearful Pain ever present and suffering equal So we opened up a space in our chests Protected by people we choose to call friends Healing begins and evil destroyed Overcome where we’ve been with bold, rebellious joy There’s no room for shame in this room Judgement shrivels when you walk in the door Everything about you is acceptable and lovable And all this room will do will be to lift you up more and more and more and more More and more and more and more I don’t think anything differently about you now Except now I know how brave you are X2 When we share our sorrows, they are cut in half When we share our joys, they are doubled When we share with those who care We can start to overcome some of all our troubles Hope is not a wish Hope is not a future thing Hope is here and real and present And cools when wounds sting Nothing’s your fault. It’s not on you. Sick people do what sick people do. You can be you. That’s all that we need. You as you are. Now sing with me 1 2 3 La di da di da di fuckin da La di da di da di fuckin da
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Lonely Chair 02:16
Went exploring with my sister we found a lake Kept going down roads that seemed like a mistake But then I found a chair that was just sitting thereeeeee Rusty and beaten up like no one even cared Sometimes I feel like I’m left out to rust Sometimes I feel like I’m left behind in the dust I’m a lonely chair I’m a lonely chair Lonely chair lonely chair I’m a lonely chair Moved to Texas couple months ago found a nature show Hundreds of wild sunflowers growing in a meadow Reaching high for the sky not a care in the world Smiling from steam to petal Sometimes I feel like a happy sunflower Growing peacefully in a meadowwwwww I’m a lonely chair I’m a happy sunflower I’m a lonely chair I’m a happy sunflower Living in the middle of nowhere has taught me a few things One of those is watching the stars sing Sing so oud across the night sky Little twinkling lights speaking up so high The world is so big compared to me I am humbled I am just a leaf upon a treeee I’m a lonely chair a happy sunflower and a leaf Perched on a tree in the big world around me Sometimes I’m lonely happy and humbled because I’m a Lonely chair a happy sunflower and a little leaf A lonely chair a happy sunflower and a little leaf A lonely chair a happy sunflower and a little leaf!
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If the Beatles were a seed, then we’re gonna be much bigger than the Beatles If love is all you need, then just ignore the weeds in the people We will live all of our lives and do the best we can and we will treasure Everything within this sea of possibility, oh what a pleasure! C’mon! Punch me in the face, with a great big fuzzy ball of love Kindness will erase all the times I’ve been pushed and shoved Lennon had it straight, it really isn’t hard to do Share love and create peaceful lives for me and you For me and you
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Am I finally ready to let this affliction cease? I can't control it; I'm powerless over this frightful beast At least I want to be better. I want to be whole. I want to do good things that I know are good that are good for my soul I don't want to be trapped filling a void Seeking what I lack and getting destroyed I deserve to be happy and so do you We gotta move past these addictions and so we do We deserve to be happy We deserve to be love We deserve to be treated right tonight Because we are of the Earth We're living, breathing beings I love you Love yourself Love is fucking freeing!

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Raw, energetic songs about anger, social anxiety, abuse, grief and the joy of being human.

Dedicated to anyone who has experienced or is experiencing trauma in their lives of any kind. You are going to make it out alive.

Remember you are loved and capable of loving.

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released July 26, 2018

Will Parker - voice, guitar
Sam Fuller - voice, drums, electric guitar, bass, uke, chimes, production
Olivia Catterton - voice, bass, ukulele

Special thanks to our friends and family who sang along with us especially
Jesse Sendejas (Days N' Daze) on Track 1
Pizza Party Choir on Tracks 3, 9 and 11
The Dude Ranch Chorus on Track 12

Recorded in San Antonio, TX
at The Dude Ranch
Engineered and produced by Sam Fuller

Words and music by
Will Parker - Tracks 1, 2, 3, 4, 7, 9, 12
Sam Fuller - Tracks 6, 11
Olivia Catterton - Tracks 8, 10
Catterton/Parker - Track 5
All Songs © 2018 Junkyard Fort

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Raw, energetic songs about anger, social anxiety, abuse, grief and the joy of being human.

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